Not having her as a friend.
She was the first person I knew long enough that I felt I could be angry with
without worrying that I was gonna lose her.
It made me feel like something was gonna last,and you need that.
Especially when you're a kid.
Friends can be hard on you.
Maybe they expect more from you than strangers.
Strangers pretty much see you
the way you want them to see you.
But... You can't fool friends.
That's what makes them friends.
That corner of the park is going to be a safe place where you can go and sit, read a book.
公园的这个角落会成为一个避风港 你可以坐下来 看本书
And just think.
You should think about Alison while you're there.
She'd want to make sure you didn't forget about her.