Have you ever...
thought about what your life would be like
if your dad had been around
when you were, like, six or seven?
Dumb question. I shouldn't have asked that.
No. No, it wasn't dumb.
Yeah. When I was young, I... I looked for him everywhere.
In the streets, in stores.
I even looked for him in my sleep.
But when I was about 13, I just stopped.
I guess I was just tired of...
using all that energy, ya know.
I just needed to focus on me.
And I'm totally fine with the way things turned out.
I'd be lying if I said there weren't days
that I wish I could replace the guy I made up in my head
with a real person.