I'm not so sure I want to hear this.
I'm not so sure I want to tell you, but...
I have to say it out loud.
She let me kiss her,
And...I thought it was this incredible gift.
Now I know it wasn't.
What changed your mind?
I realized it didn't mean anything to her.
I don't think she ever loved anybody.
I don't think she knew how.
She just collected love from other people.
She's been gone so long,
and you're still thinking about her.
Because she broke my heart.
I mean, really...
Like, I-I could hear it crack inside me.
I hate her for being so mean to you, so cruel.
Cruel would mean she cared what she was doing.
I don't think she did.
Is this how you finally start to say "Good-bye" to her?
I guess it is.