You can't blame yourself for what happened.
Sure, in the light,
in clean clothes and hot plate of food,
that makes sense.
But when you're by yourself,
you don't even know what day it is.
The only one around to blame is yourself.
I was so ashamed of what had happened to me.
Don't say that.
I was ashamed.
And that's why I asked Emily and Hanna and the others
to not tell anyone when I came back.
And they didn't.
And that must have been so hard for them.
You have some very special friends, Alison.
1.make sense 讲得通
例句：The sensations begin to make sense.
2.come back 回来
例句：There is no telling when she will come back.