Liz: The world moves. You just suspect it can all happen without you. Situations are not conduse of what you want for yourself. Someone else's needs, someone else's plate is going to be stronger than yours is. I think people just get frustrated with how harsh life can be, so they're spending their time dwelling on that frustration, we calling it anger. Keep their eyes shut to the wholeness of the situation, to all those tinny things that have come together to make it what it is. 世界在转动，你只是一粒尘埃，没有你地球照样在转。现实是不会按照你的意志去改变的，因为别人的意志会比你的更强些。生活的残酷会让人不知所措，于是有人终日沉浸在彷徨迷茫之中，不愿睁大双眼去看清形势，不愿去想是哪些细小的因素累积在一起造成了这种局面。

Because I was turned so inward by mom and dad I got chance to see how all the little tiny things come together to make the final product, so I was never inclined to wonder why this or why that. I knew why. 因为我的父母迫使我向深处观察，我有幸看到所有的微小事物是如何聚集在一起并最终形成产物的。所以我从来不问为什么这样，为什么那样。我知道为什么。

Not that I was happy about it, in fact I was really sad about it, most of the time but I was very excepting, I was very excepting. I just always knew that I need to get out. 我不是说对此我感到高兴。大部分时候我觉得很难过。但我是不一样的。非常不一样。我一直知道我需要跳出来。

Officer: Is there anything else you'd like to tell us? 还有什么你要告诉我们的吗?

Liz: I loved my mother so much I mean. She was a drug addict, she was an alcoholic, she was legally blind, she was schizophrenic. But I never forgot that she did love me, even if, if she did, all the time, all the time. I hope you all know how much I really need this. I can't go to college or anything without it. 我爱我妈妈，如此之深。她吸毒，也酗酒，基本失明，她还患有精神分裂，但是我决不会忘记她爱我，尽管她做了那些事，一直做，一直做。我希望你们都知道我是多么的需要这次机会，否则我就不能上大学或者做别的事情。